Theresa Davis
Brume
The air is heavy today. So full of contradictions and disconnected thought,
I try my best to rise from it, to refuse the fog, desperate to conceal the things
we wish we could un-see. Knowing the danger in that, we sit rooted to the
spot watching our right to life dwindle with every trigger pull.
If the air was more brume, maybe we wouldn't see the blue line they cross
as they claim victory. Legal thug runners holding starter pistols aimed, not at
the sky, but at the invisible visible targets painted on our chests, our backs,
our heads.
I remember a time when Officer Friendly was clear, when he showed up in
class for career day taking a bite out of crime. These days he is
Officer Questionable. Do I call when I need help only to be chalk outline
after you arrive?
I knew a black boy once who, when asked what he wanted to be when he
grew up, stood tall and proud and said: officer of the law. These days, all he
wants to be when he grows up and the fog lifts is alive.